blogger didn't like me the past few days.
but never mind, i'm back :D

and since i didnt get a chance to say...
HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY SUHUI!
hope you had a great sexy seventeen!

and oh, we had a sleepover at hui's house. our original clique of 10plus 20 people shrinks to 5 -.- okay la, it was fun and full of laughter (at the expanse of my once-in-a-life-time-moment! dy, please do not circulate that pricy shot to the whole of the world. woof woof woof woof) of course, we have daniel the self-proclaimed-sexy-but-not-so-sexy-legs who tries to appear in every picture and the great bear laughing at all the silly shots. LOLS. suhui who spends quite a lot of time figuring out which qns she was supposed to do, i can't help much since i'm semi conscious. and ah, the oh so memerised-by-tentacles dy and me! *suck suck* hahahahs, sounds wrong!

rarr, hols are here and it seems ever more busy than normal school days
spiraling out, anyone?

am still alive at 4:49 AM



hello saturday.


wheeeee, gotta see unitians later on.

i need a full dose of unity
i'm not passing anything,i hate school, i hate me.
besides, i thought i could fit in that tiny space, that insignificant place
right now, all i see is my shadow in it. even then, it's suffocating.
what's happening, find me someone.

am still alive at 8:53 PM



wheeeee, weekend was busy and i have no time for studies. AND THEN, i am still blogging now. nvm -.-

oh oh, the UN seminar's kind of interesting. okay, maybe not when the seven professionals are talking (or is it, murmuring under their breath? they have two mikes!) the workshop was so exciting, at least for me, even though it's just about whether peacekeeping and peacemaking is more feasible and stuff. i think i'm so engaged, i may raise my hand too if the debate was to continue. mind you, the nj, rj people there are intelluctual. (no, not saying i'm not, refusing to say that... ...) and did i mention the food =D with just 6obucks from edusave (okay, i sound like a commercial) there's like never ending food to me. the lunch is...cool - 6 course meal. good things come in 6...hahah =/ and there was the jc version of the humanities challenges. yel, mel.. remember our (dont-know-good-or-bad) experience? lols.

after all that (it's like 8am to 6pm kinda thing. ugh) it was time for a dose of unitians! yay :D a small dose though, i need more more more! anyway, it was an entertaining night.
*yu xia le zhou hao lu ...

rarr, i miss my mom. (okay, partly because i have to wash my clothes. who stay up till 12mn to wash clothes? :/) happy belated mom's dayyyyyyyyy.

i can i can i can

am still alive at 4:32 AM



chem SPA was fun. omg, i can't believe i said that! but anyway, it was more of a funny exam simply because i screwed up tons of things and totally didn't behave like i did in normal experiments. well, let's see...for those who takes chem will know what exactly i'm talking about...

*read exam qns, think to myself - hiya, same as normal titrations la*

1st attempt of standard solution: very very very very careful and while i swirled my YELLOW solution, i noticed everyone else's to be transparent bluish kind. great.

2nd attempt: very very very very very very very very careful, still yellow

3rd attempt: very careful X 100 times plus borrowing rachel's weighing bottle thinking mine was contaminated or what -- still yellow

4th attempt: pissed off X 100 times plus using rachel's beaker instead of mine, still freaking yellow la ... ...

5th attempt (or is it the 6th one, i lost count): i wanted to just settle with the freaking discolored solution when i suddenly whispered (rather excitedly in revelation) to rachel..... OMG I NEVER ADD THE FREAKING ACID LA!!!!!!! idiotic piece of shit -.-

you have to understand by then, i am like the slowest in class and trembling with nervousness/excitement. wheeeeeeee.

AND THEN (by then i am pretty sure my teacher had marked me down for this stupid mistake as she watched me prepare the stupid liquid a zillion times) i was the last one still standing, sadly titrating while the others happily (okay, maybe not) sat down and started on their calculations. THEN, since i'm the only one standing, the teacher just stared at me the entire time, i swear she was probably not blinking. haha. okay, maybe then it's my chance to display my titrating skills to win back some marks right? i overshot and the flask turned red mercilessly right then. i....wished i just die on the spot. LOLS. the funny part is, i calmly pretended nothing happened, cleared my table and start on the written work. like what the hell. i wrote that i got two perfect readings in my report (: i don't know how she is going to believe that anyway.


ahhh, life is getting interesting yea.

am still alive at 4:51 AM



lalala. helloo ladies/gentlemen

Another stupid week had passed and everytime i want to blog about anything significant in the past seven days, i could only think about school, insufficient sleep or any other depressing and college-related stuff. This is seriously sad, real sad.

But i will blog about it anyway.

...

School is gross. period.
Okay, maybe the fault does not lie in the people in it, the CCA activities involved or the place. I know, it's the studying part because i am still happily flunking my ass off.

On a happier note, yesterday was the midsummer night's dream :) and being an idiot as i am, i only realised it's a shakespearean play a few hours before the play. But well, i guess i got the plot more or less understood. Yet, i think the play is a teeny weeny bit disappointing but don't get me wrong, it's still generally good. yea, yelyn? haha.

and oh, i may get killed saying this but it's too funny to be contained within me and myself. check out this real life conversation --

random-stupid-person: hey, do you have any cigarettes?
identity-to-be-protected-rara: ya, i have many secrets.
identity-to-be-protected-rhu: uhh...rara, it's cigarettes ... ... ...

hahaha, maybe it's not that funny here but oh well =D
ahhhh, i still miss drama production (no, i'm not overly emo okay)

and unitians :(

am still alive at 10:26 PM