i need to chiong and reach the finish line.

i realised i almost never reply to the tags. haha, oh well i will reply in you guys' blogs. uh after my judgement days are gone next thursday. wheeeee

random -- ahh, and i met some dumb guys at yishun yesterday. and being intelligent as they already were, they started singing (more like chanting in tuneless whatever, they really thought they are the reincarnation of Mozart or something) "it's all about you...it's all about you". Yes, they can't even sing the proper song. oh, did i mention they did that because the shirt i was wearing had those words. anyway, it had my name on it, and i postulate with good reasons that they probably can't pronounce it and hence did not include it in their little fancy song. how cute.

oh no, i am fantasizing about sentosa with units already. i so neeeeeedddddddd it.
it shall be my motivation, my dream, my hope, and uhh my imagination for now :(
ahh, i hope night safari with s16 will be fun too!

with these, i return to my agenda. sadded.

am still alive at 7:11 AM



gp was fun, i swear. but it is so not funny.
sometimes you try very hard to smile because you know you should, but something is just weighing down. much as i am tempted to joke most of the times, i feel the frowns invading. but there seems to be no means for me to release this sudden urge of emotions. oh well, im not as frank as nica nor am i capable of unleashing my feelings in the form of a painting like suwen. i should just...shut up.

and moving on to a more important person for discussion (haha, please be honoured),
xinyan you will not die in five minutes! okay, the five minutes were long up, but that's not the point. don't be emo please, you can... (i'm sacrificing a lot here, inhale deeply*) always demoralise me by saying how stupid i am. oh well.
okay, whenever in distress, chant
throw emo to geraldine
throw emo to geraldine
throw emo to geraldine
i promised i will not duck, i think. oh no, i just realised you are a thrower. die.

and so, cheer up yea :D i will give you moral support all the way for tomorrow's paper.
and since this is a special occasion, i shall (engage in self denial)...i mean i love you xinyan :D
okay, you should sleep after you read this, shoo go and rest (:

am still alive at 9:23 AM



tomorrow is a self-declared holiday. a much needed one i believe.
but being responsible as i am, i have done all the work im supposed to hand in tomorrow (okay, stop jeering people)

i like what mark twain said:
i never let schooling interfere with my education ~
or something like that

; all pissed emotional hysterical weird temperamental stressed zonked and ruined, and you get school.

as i have heard before -- when time is running out, you got to start running on the track. If you just sit there, you will still get run over despite being on the right track.

of course, which is more torturous - running or get run over, it is totally subjective.

dreams aren't exactly helpful i see.

and this post is uber random

chant: qi lai qi lai qi lai qi lai




PS. all your fault, i want durian ice cream mooncake. haha

am still alive at 7:26 AM



tremors again and again and again.
okay i'm exaggerating, but i feel like my life is so insecured nowadays. is singapore falling apart -.- i experienced tremors in school early in the morning, in the TOILET. it has to be the toilet.

toilet + tremors = scary

oh well, but i didn't get to experience it above the ground floor, which is so sad. i want to sway from left to right, right to left, and left to...nvm. Armageddon is here.

and gp lesson had to be spent watching supernatural. faint hearted people here excuse me. (okay i admit the first one wasn't scary). but it is super unnatural okay, i am officially declaring myself to be easily disturbed. too easily in fact, just had to avoid the second one the class watched by doing work. BUT i was still like frightened when the whole class just screamed out of the blue.

gp lesson = cool (+ pee because too scared, haha!)

something is not right.

am still alive at 5:37 AM



and i was alone at home, happily toying with my tys when my mother called.

"Eh, residents from the other blocks running down leh! tremors!"

"HUH!?"

i don't know what's with me and tremors, second time in the year. okay, that's not the spooky part. after that telephone conversation (no i didn't run out of the house), i recalled what happened in the toilet just now and realised the reason why the water in the bucket is so "unstable"; it looks like dinosaurs are approaching. plus other stuff were strangely swaying too. and and and, i thought i was dizzy because the earth (fine, more like the toilet bowl, oh well) was shaking. you see, Singapore is such a secure place rid of natural disasters, that i always thought i'm dizzy whenever there is a tremor. it's scary okay, especially when you are the only one at home. yikes.

find this amusing --
"My mom always told me that i would be a procrastinator."
I replied, "Just you wait."

am still alive at 8:13 AM



:(

week was fast, what's new. at least i spent much time with units, which is not without the guilt of school. before this holiday even ends, i think i need another one already.

and blogging is so not my thing. the death of this blog is approaching.

sometimes when people don't stay together, it means something. it means they find no joy or satisfaction in this social institution anymore. maybe they couldn't see a third party left alone staring at the blank white wall. i'm rambling.

am still alive at 9:26 AM



HAPPY SEVENTEEN DENISE (:

i know you are pursuing your infinity thighs on your bday by going for training. haha. may all your dreams and fantasies come true. always be proud being a member of courageous liu lang woofs :D *give you a BIG KISS using my davy jones' tentacles*

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HAPPY TEACHERS DAY (:

okay, no teachers are going to read this but anyhow, may all teachers who can teach teach better, who cannot teach uhhhhs...

yesterday was nice going back to unity. saw a few teachers, got quite excited. lols, and the teachers look really entertaining dancing to Umbrella :D it was nice, it was nice...

and stayed out the whole day with units. doing a lot of this and that. haha. oh well, sunday people sunday (:

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oh, i just realised how festive it is today...
HAPPY 29th (i lost count -.-) MONTH ANNIVERSARY, BUGLYN (:
for your best interest, get sufficient rest, get sufficient rest and last BUT not least, get darker :D hahahas. bla bla, you know how much i miss you laa (:

and of course, all other units too. though i saw you guys just yesterday -.-
manjong again? cards again? chalet again? im ABIT eggcited.

ah, friends (:

am still alive at 11:41 PM