Body aching, mental fatigue, mind spinning, i'm practically paralysed and disabled to carry out any form of revision. oh my, don't i sound like i mugged a lot? In short, i'm just suffering from laziness and some sort of self delusion which is plain sad at this point of time.

While i (try to) slog my youth away doing work, i wonder how i ever will get the answers for those questions i don't know (and that makes up to more than half the total questions). With those unsolvable riddles staring back at me, my mind is trying to hypnotise me to sleep.

omg, life is so irritating. :(

while i may sound stressed or even emo, i might as well just continue my laments. when we misses things in the past so so much, i wonder if that means we hate our current situations? Can we love to go back to the past and love to stay in the present at the same time?

maybe they should just merge sec sch and jc together. how wonderful.

and oh, i found some sort of an old diary from somewhere in my house. Perhaps, we all lived in fairytales during our innocent times.

so who's the mean person who woke us up >:(



am still alive at 4:48 AM