This blog is dead :/
This holiday has been extremely productive. Not the i-have-done-all-the-homework kind of productive, but in a sense, i can do whatever i want and i did. okay maybe it's not all that productive but... NEVER MIND! haha
lately, this is what kept me occupied
YAATAA! I LOVE NEW YORK CITY!
Hiro Nakamura is sooooo cute! not shuai-cute, but just cute-cute? ahh delights! haha
maybe that explains why i finished season one of heroes in..three days? and yes, i'm already guilty enough. i'm really guilty...but uhhs he's really cute right?
and yada yada, there's lots of other stuff to blog about. but it kind of lost its meaning if i blog in full now
like my working pals!
don't tell me you guys splurged all your pay alrdy
like unitsclique dinners
did we have one after the marina one? i a bit absentminded now
dinner with val,xi and su
how silly we are with the calculator in fish&co. shhhhhh
Arabian night
WAH SEXY AR YELYN, twist here shake there
you shouldn't have told us about your friend and antics :/
And some young visitors today
sometimes it's so relaxing to spend your day away with kids.
sometimes it's comforting to know that the main objective of the day is to just win the game of monopoly .
sometimes it's priceless to just sit there the whole day in front of the television with a playstation and plenty of laughter .
sometimes..sometimes it's so short-lived i thought it never happened.
last but not least, some talk on the phone yesterday
and i believe more to come in the future
i can't wait, i can't wait..
or can i? just to prolong the nice feeling :)
i'm never good with blogging, because i don't like to spell things in full.
or maybe it's the mood.
Everyone is ordinary, but meant for something extraordinary
sometimes i want to be serious.
let me be.
am still alive at
4:44 AM

beloved ssixteen
(when is the next outing people!)
anyway the week had been busy. with work, ccas and whatnots, i always seem to have plently of time alone on the train. pretty much i just zonk out, tune into my favourite music and most of the time, fall asleep. occasionally, i feel guilty because i didn't see a granny standing until someone beside gave up his/her seat. other than that, i think i'm accustomed to long distance; there's time for me to daydream and to think about nothing in particular.
something crossed my mind. i once heard that when you are with a true friend, you are totally at ease and you speak what's on your mind frankly, most of the time agreeing with each other. so what happens to the tension between the yearn for a sense of acceptance and rooting for a individual identity? don't get it? haha never mind, it's just rambling.
reading people's blogs gives me different thoughts and emotions every few minutes. i guess that's what blogs are for, to gain an insight, to understand people more. except that, who exactly exposes all his/her thoughts and bare his/her feelings to the world online? what's my point here? okay i will tell when i figure it out -.- haha
for now,

chill people!
am still alive at
11:50 PM
flap flap flap my arms, gently down the stream ~
(to the tune of row row row your boat)
swimming is no easy feat okay
and i still can'tafter seventeen years on the land, the solid ground
do you know how scary it is to submerge your face in the waters?Cannot breathe, cannot see, cannot anything?of course you can't, because you guys probably know how to swim properly, if not like a pro
i will do it by next year, yes i willmeanwhile i better grow some gills or what :D
ahh i don't have pics from class bbq!
but it was really fun
i wasn't high ladies and gentlemen, i was just excitedoh oh i enjoyed bbq-ing the buffalo wings and stuff
ahh beer with coke, go try it somedayand and the marshmallows with nutella is heaven!
keep the charcoal burning! huff and puff!wah 20 stingrays, with sambal! beat that!
eh we planned surprise bday cake and the bday boy didn't comecutting watermelon with a blunt knife is cool
and we ended it the s16 style
*drum roll*
a game of pool! :D
comerocksomeassssixteen!
ahh units' marina trip was fun too.
a little short, couldn't stay out too late
but i'm counting down to the chalet, in hopes that everyone will turn up!
patience is a virtuemeanwhile, i have work to do
yes yes think of the pay. i will be teeny weeny richerand and hopefully i will flap more in the waters
flap flap flap my arms gently down the stream ~
am still alive at
4:20 AM
so many stuff suddenly thrown at me.
maybe, just maybe i prefer to be bored sometimes.
no ger no, you can do it!
anyway..........................
ahhh here comes a
detailed account of the f4 outing yesterday.
kaye, you are stuck as my gf for the rest of your life! (:
first, i was the latest for the outing (as usual, i know)
but that's beside the point! haha
soon we get to ms clarity cafe in bugis, kind of cool
everyone got something that looks very very yummy!

mel's juicy chicken!

yusnizah's fishy fish!

kaye's cheesy rice!

TADA! my ICED PEACH TEA. LOL
not loser okay, i ate already!
so we happily spent time chatting and abit of cam-whoring

kaye and i werent quarelling okay, we were FIGHTING!
after a while...
we decided! it's time to move on to large scale cam-whoring :D
how do we know? hmmmmmm

first, we feel abit queasy and start imitating posters...
then, we got our maternal instinct, and start to acknowledge our babies!

my BABIES, aren't they adorable!

Mel's babies! (everyone! go "awwwwwww")
but sigh, i found kaye's baby. unfortunately the cutest of all..

okay, people don't jeer! it's not so bad okay :D

and i look down on people who disagree with me! LITERALLY yes!
okay back to our adventure!

don't underestimate this building, it has lots of surprises!

funky hair!
(ger: i want hair hair more hair!)

nizah: ah! i've been found out!

rarrrrr!?
after a while, we are banished to the roadside.

and some emo-ness creeps in
but nah, we soon found more exciting things to do

When is the last time you played this! *i will huff and puff, huff and puff...

Don't disturb la! haha *engrossed

NOW we are happy!
happy..means let's go back to childhood :D

pink princess! (omg, aliteration)

uhhh, princess kills?

*gallop gallop
Here comes my prince! :D
okay if it's not convincing that we are from fairy tales,
One thing is for sure...
we are damn cool



did i mention how much i love this bunch of fruits!
guys! cucumber loves you :D
am still alive at
11:04 PM
i think holidays have started, i thinkkkkkkkkk
because i have been rotting at home for the past days doing absolutely nothing.
i think all i did was to.. wake up - lie on the couch - watch tv - doze off - repeat
it is extremely productive and not to mention, purposeful.
fully comprehend the meaning of dying from boredomi should get up soon and kick some ass
In this case, it would be my ass of course.
come on, go jog, go swim(or drown), go...mugggggAt least today i managed to drag myself out to class outing.
izzat you s****ed! LOLnot too bad, an attendence of ten people. hahaha
game plan was funny!
never say no!anddddd i may just start going for ballet classes like the little girl in the movie. i know the basic steps already! thanks ryanna, and i know im far from looking as if i'm actually doing the basic steps but who cares! lalala * in own world
what else can we do, it was the usual stuff - movie + a game of pool
but it's not boring :D i think it's the company.
come on people, turn up for some class bonding more often!
*sudden urge to poke rachel's face...with chalk :D(and enya! please stay for a longer duration and avoid have loser stuff. HAHA, okay you know i love you, don't be angry)
soooooo, class bbq this friday? say yes people say yes!
*quoting serena's butt: the one and only choice!ahhh i think i managed to summarise all the fun highlights from today
and with this, im banished once again back into my lonely noiseless well.
units make some noise! (:
am still alive at
7:41 AM
when you invest so much in something, would you ever want it to end?
it's like... the investment is so great because you want it to be over and done with for good.
But when it's actually gone, what have we left?
i guess every now and then, we get hit by some unknown yet strong emotions. i don't know where mine came from this time. but it's certainly churning and twisting from inside out. maybe it's time again i should get myself lost in crowds before i lapse into the in-trend now - "emo-ing".
and now, i miss certain friends.
so now, how do i get started?
maybe i know it could have been better?okay this feeling sucks
am still alive at
4:56 AM