one cannot be physically and mentally unwell to function
because one will...
i have no idea what will happen.
Anyhows, holidays are hardly opportunities to catch up anymore,
catch up with friends and family that is.
it's pretty much time for me to look at others now,
oh well, maybe after this ordeal..
or the next, or after the last one,
i'll try.
darn, if i'm not lagging too far back in all the relationships.

all i need is four walls, good music, papers and the will to live; it's not that hard.

am still alive at 12:57 AM