hopefully i'll have fruitful days ahead,
before the school can get a grip on me
and everything starts to close in.
even if it's just being a potato couch,
or hanging around or...nothing.
for now, that's fruitful enough.

and oh, happy birthday mark!
though you wont read this. haha



didn't feel that it's an end, but more like a start for a new round of failures. can't help but think if i've been focusing too much on things i shouldn't. but isn't it the only way to get there? what if i decide to deviate my attention and end up losing everything? am i rambling again?

am still alive at 4:06 AM