i want to go back to then so badly,
so badly i can't believe myself, oh gosh.
reason?
the reason isn't really the point here
the reason may not be all pleasant or attractive or even valid, or it may be.
gazillion of factors, multitude of feelings
and perhaps great magnitude of heartache.
what do you call this experience?
a situation where you just want to sit on the floor, whine, laugh, roll (or frolick) with hysteria, (maybe swear)
and repeat the whole process again. and oh, to shout it's not time to grow up yet!
no word will do of course, otherwise it won't be so special.

there, that's what a day can do to you.

haha
maybe, just maybe we have a hotel for us to build (:

a nice song -
Like a Knife
by Secondhand Serenade
Goodbyes are meant for lonely people standing in the rain
And no matter where I go it's always pouring all the same.
These streets are filled with memories
Both perfect and in pain
And all I wanna do is love you
But I'm the only one to blame.

no, not emo,
it's uh reminiscencing?
HAHA (:

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