something's not right,
this place should be uhh happier, since the 21st?
let's just take it as that i was having the time of my life since and therefore was too busy to update okay.
or...i was lazy

a part of me is all hyped up for all the outings in the world, partaaay till i drop dead
while the other part just wants to know that, every morning when i open my eyes, there are no obligations or appointments i have to commit myself to (and bascially just rot)
so that i can curl up on my couch and read a book till the end of time (actually not, it is till my neck starts to ache so im forced to do some stretching) except it's hard to find books i want to read now. do i really have to buy them :(

yes yes, i should find a job, except that i feel like i have been working for the past 2 years, longer than office hours on most of the days and even bringing home my work (yes homework). okay i'm exaggerating, i should get a job soon. anyone dying to offer me recommendation? ahh the couch is smiling at me again, couch or job? hahah

and one SMALL part (small okay, just in case anyone flips) of me, the nerdy part wants to... never mind, just leave it as that. sometimes im still caught in the time and space between chem mcq and lit p5, somethings never meant to end maybe

nevertheless, i had fun with the outings i had so far and many many more to come
so many fun plans conjuring in that dusty space in my brain while i persist in a brainless life for just a while more.

am still alive at 7:26 AM